Casting Call - Fallen From Grace - February 2008

CornerStone Pictures and Keneritz Media are producing their first feature film - Fallen From Grace

Fallen From Grace is the story of a married immigrant's spiritual separation from his Christian beliefs as he navigates the sometimes turbulent terrain of married life, immigration, and life in the metro New York City area as he pursues the sometimes elusive American Dream. Along the way, he meets and interacts with an assortment of characters that test his emotional and physical resolve as he works a variety of jobs to remain afloat while pursuing his creative dreams and American citizenship.

This film deals with adult themes, ethnic identity, and contains brief nudity.

We are seeking a diverse, talented, and flexible cast for principle, supporting, and featured extra roles.

Principle roles include:

Attractive Hispanic/Latino male - lead role - late 20s, active/physically fit, approximately 6' tall. Should be comfortable with adult themes and brief nudity.

Attractive African American male - early 30s, medium height to tall, well-groomed, active/physically fit. This character is a mentor to the Hispanic lead. Should be comfortable with adult themes, and possible brief nudity.

Attractive Hispanic/Latina female - late 20's, brown to dark shoulder-length to long hair, average to curvy body, glamor girl, short to medium height (5'2" - 5'8"). This character is the wife of lead character. Should be comfortable with adult themes.

Attractive Caucasian female - late 30's, active/physically fit, medium height to tall (5'7" - 5'11"). This is the femme fatale of the film, and the wife's best friend. Should be comfortable with adult themes, and possible brief nudity.

This is a low-budget/no-budget/non-union film. All actors will receive film credit, copy of the DVD, and a free personal photo session.

Interested actors please forward a recent headshot and resume, and role that you feel best suited for. Additionally, there are a few supporting and featured extras.

Is There Life After Death?

Everyone often asks if there is life after death. Ever since I was a child, I was told so. I was told that I would go to hell if I did not behave and offended God. Later, I was taken to mediums and spiritualists who were supposed to cast out evil spirits from my body.

They said there were other spirits inhabiting me. I learned that when people die, not all souls cross over - some return to haunt us.

These same mediums often said that they usually read the Bible, and meditated on the Word of God "constantly". One question still remains in my mind: what did they miss in the Bible?

The following is the first mention in the Bible of a spirit retuning from the dead.

King Saul had sinned twice by disobeying God, and for the third time he sinned by visiting the witch of Endor. Even though she recognized Saul disguised in mantles, she was requested by the king to call upon the spirit of Samuel, the prophet of God who had died. When the image of Samuel appeared to Saul, it told him that Saul would be with him by the next day.

The book of 1 Samuel 28:1-25, explains this passage clearly.

If Saul was far from God at that point, how could he go be with Samuel who was with God? Moreover, Saul committed suicide, which according to the Bible, people who take their own life will not inherit the Kingdom Of God. Anything else we hear differently is against Biblical principles.

Then we have the parable of Jesus when it explains how a rich man died and was buried. On the other hand, Lazarus died and was carried to heaven by the angels. Jesus never said that the spirits of the dead wander waiting to pass over, or to hold a light to guide the spirits' way. If that spirit is with God, why does it need light, if God is light? Unless the soul is lost in the depths of hell!

When Jesus died, He did not wander in the land of Israel frightening the soldiers who killed him.

Rather the Bible states in the Book of 1Peter 3:18-20 "For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit: By which also he went and preached unto the spirits in prison; Which sometime were disobedient, when once the longsuffering of God waited in the days of Noah, while the ark was a preparing, wherein few, that is, eight souls were saved by water."

This shows there were tormented (prison) spirits that had not been saved (not wandering around). Three day after Jesus' death, he was still working to leave our suffering in hell and preaching the good news to souls that never received salvation through Jesus Christ. Had He not done sot, they would have remained in hell for eternity.

You can also read Luke 16:1-31. However, I would like to stress what Jesus said at the end of the parable.

Verse 30: "And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent. 31: And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead."

The Bible says also: "And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the JUDGMENT" Hebrews 9:27

This verse already responds to the question of reincarnation. We only have one opportunity to live. That is now!

As far as whether is lawful before God to consult the spirits, witches, medium and spiritualists, this is what the Bible states: "There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch". Deuteronomy 18:10.

And in the book of Acts, a woman who had the gift of sight and had psychic powers was rebuked by the Apostle Paul after she harassed him several times. He commanded the evil spirit that possessed her to leave her. Immediately she was free of the spirit and as a result she was unable to divine anymore. Her managers became angry with Paul because he ruined their divination business.

There are more examples in the Bible, but it would take this whole site to talk about it, but these are just a few of the most important passages that clarifies the issue. There is life after death, but we do not come back to earth to live a second time or stay wandering. We choose our path today. We can either follow the world, its philosophies and fairy tales, or the Word of God.

Then who are the spirits who speak with mediums?

How many times we have witnessed people painting canvases and writing like authors who have died a long time ago? Does that mean the person is reincarnated?

The demons who is appointed to follow you all your life, knows everything about you. They are the ones who trace your path, if you don't have God in your life. They are the ones who speak to mediums about your life and people. Mediums and spiritualists are an open channel, and so these spirits can communicate and be heard. When they actually foretell your future, it is nothing else than what they are planning to do. Just like Samuel and Saul. Samuel was dead, but Saul was told he'd die too.

Devil by its Greek meaning from the original word "diabolos", means accuser. The Devil is a deceiver. The Book of Revelation often says that the anti-Christ will come to deceive the elected and make people believe he is God - The Messiah. Revelation 13. And millions will believe him!
I think if it was a message from God, He'd rather Tell Saul to repent, or to change his thoughts.

The reason why people see faces and not demons is because they have the power to materialize and take form of anything, including a person.

The book of Genesis states that "the heavenly things look upon the women on earth, saw that they were beautiful and had sex with them. Giants were born from this generation. The DNA from the "heavenly being were superior to ours. ". . . That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose." Genesis 6:2

When Lot was visited by angels, they did not look like angels, but like men. The residents of that town wanted to have sex with them. "And there came two angels to Sodom at even; and Lot sat in the gate of Sodom: and Lot seeing them rose up to meet them; and he bowed himself with his face toward the ground;" Genesis 19:1

"But before they lay down, the men of the city, even the men of Sodom, compassed the house round, both old and young, all the people from every quarter: And they called unto Lot, and said unto him, Where are the men which came in to thee this night? bring them out unto us, that we may know them (have sex with them - ASV)." Genesis 19:4,5

Demons were Angels. Isaiah 42. Having said that, they have the same power, you can call it "shape-shifter". The Angels are spirits of Truth and Blessing. Demons are spirits of lies, deceit and curses. They will do anything they can to drive your attention from true faith in God.

Don't miss my next blog. It will lift your hair up!

From Dreams To Reality

My mind was filled with images and crazy ideas as a child that I had to put on paper. When I was a kid I also used to draw comic books. I'd draw thieves stealing cars that wouldn't get too far because they were stopped by a superhero that drove a super car. I told stories of aliens invading planet Earth with a huge cloud that surrounded the planet, turning it into darkness. I called it "Climate". It was as if I could see the pictures moving at 24fps on the paper. I used to draw flip cartoon booklets with animation. It amazed me. I wondered what stories I could tell if I only had the right tools to make them real.

I could hear the voices and weird noises of ghosts and aliens hovering over the city, and I could smell the clouds with a foul odor. It was as if I could smell the scent of burnt cars and burnt buildings; I felt cold when the sun did not appear after many hours like a nuclear winter.

I created my own Christian action character, Tucker, who was always confident that God in His infinite power would deliver him from the evil maniac's hands who were trying to destroy the world.

I didn't end there. I continued with Genesix Forever, my first novella. I self-published it. The next book was a little bit longer; I called it 2051.

As I started a full length novel, Secret Gate, a promising adventure story, I became more confident as a writer.

I've since completed two screenplays that I will produce in the next few years.

Since I bought my first professional camera, it has been inspiring me to write the stories in my heart. I don't have any idea how I will make them happen, I just know I will.

I guess God knew why I drew, why I wrote stories and why now I write screenplays, and at the same time I draw my own storyboards. Everything has fallen into place now. I have a mission to bring my creativity to the screen like I always imagined as a child.

This is why I created my production company, to realize my dreams and to eventually help others. To make movies that will be remembered and pass on an everlasting message of joy and hope.

New Services At CornerStone Pictures - Check It Out!

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Deus De Promessas

Ainda me recordo quando eu orava todos os dias para que Deus me desse o Espirito Santo. Ele o promete na Biblia a toda hora. Jesus falou que Ele enviaria o consolador para que nos ensinasse todas a coisas e que nos fizesse cheios da Sua presenca. Ele nao nos deixaria orfaos.

Recordo-me quando o vento soprou na sala da casa dos meus pais, e chorei ao sentir que eu nao estava sozinho - Ele estava ali. Uma semana depois num grupo jovem com seis presentes na reuniao, pensava eu que nunca nada se sucederia ali, mas ali Deus me abencoou. O Espirito do Deus altissimo me encheu do Seu amor e das suas promessas, do seu Santo Espirito. Ele comecou a cumpri-las apartir daquele momento. Nunca mais fui o mesmo.

Estava eu a pensar esta semana no que me sucedeu a 15 anos atras enquanto vinha para casa no metro, e a recordacao me renovou a alma. Deus me fez voltar ao primeiro amor.

As vezes os meu amigos nao entendem porque, e como eu resisto as vontades e os desejos do meu coracao e da minha carne, e eu ate respondo que nao sei, mas bem la no fundo eu sei. E Deus que faz tudo isso. Eu deixo que a minha vontade seja dEle na minha vida. O segredo para chegar as promessas dEle e esvaziar-nos de tudo deste mundo. O meu negocio, o trabalho, os meu sonhos, tudo o que sou e tudo o que eu quero e nada sem Ele. Eu nao quero saber de nada deste mundo se Deus nao esta comigo. Ele e a minha forca, a minha coragem, e o Espirito d'ELe me renova todos os dias.

Existe coisa alguma melhor neste mundo do que ter a presenca dEle dentro de nos e escutar-lo a falar no coracao, no teu interior? Eu acho que nao ha preco para pagar esse milagre de comunicacao entre nos e Deus. Por mais que eu esqueca ou me ocupe, Ele sempre me esta a chamar. Como posso viver sem o Deus que vive em mim?

Eu estou a sentir que as promessas de Deus estao a comecar a acontecer, e sei que estao a chegar. O diado esta a apertar a minha caminhada, mas cabe a mim me calar e nao revelar coisa alguma. Eu confio nele.

Ele tinha uma promessa para eu revelar para outros, mas me mostrou que e inescusado tentar trazer a palavra dEle, porque quando anunciamos as promessas de Deus neste mundo, o povo desconversa, e falam de coisas que nao tem nada a ver. Ele mostrou para mim o que os meus amigos vao ser no futuro, mas eu aprendi com o Senhor Deus que devo manter tudo isso dentro de mim. As promessas dele para mim sao como os sonhos de Jose. Quando ele os revelou, eles foram quase destruidos. Mas claro que a bencao e a misericordia de Deus sempre prevalece, e as promessas aconteceram. Assim sera comingo. Vou deixar que elas acontecam. Eu estou feliz e sinto-me descansado, eu sei que Ele vai fazer maravilhas.

Que seja feita a Sua vontade.

Day 1 - Weght Gain vs Weight Loss

My roommate and I started the day as many others, but with a difference. I looked into making sure I'd eat food that ads up to over 2000 calories per day. Due to the fact that I lose weight when I walk to work everyday, the stress of my problems and the crap of the subway delays making me arrive late to work or to church, not to mention the heartache the banks, credit and cable companies cause to my peace and of course my favorite - the coffee.

I'm learning to take one thing at a time and relax (but not too much though). I still need to work my business and be successful in my dreams. One of my dreams is to have an envious body that will make me feel good about myself and confident. But I also know that won't make me a better man if I don't act, think or behave like one and it starts with my habits, diet, and mainly my connection with God. "Everything else shall be added," including success and love.

My roommate in other hand will have his first run of the deal tomorrow. Our first video will start showing up soon in our blogs.

It's going to be a thrill to achieve our dream look.

The Weight Loss And The Weight Gain

Millions of people struggle to lose their weight around the world. It''s hard for me to understand what it really means to be fat especially when I hear skinny girls and fit guys complaining they're fat. I wish I could look like a few guys. I don't want to take over three seats in the subway or not fit in a car. If that happens it is obvious there is a problem.

My situation is that I can't gain weight. I'm 31 years old and I look like a 18 year old kid. Some teenagers have a body that look more masculine than mine. When I do gain weight I can't maintain it. All I need is to get stressed with a problem or not eat properly for two or three days or drink a coffee, that will take care of it for sure - not to count with other secondary effects that I rather leave untold.

I want to look like those guys from International Male catalog magazines and Men's Fitness. It looks easy to workout when you look at them, but it's the long process that makes you give up or feel disappointed. But when I workout I feel different and look different. So, it's time now to put it to the real work.

So I came to an agreement with my roommate. We're going to workout hard. While he will be fighting the extra weight bringing it down to 130lbs, I will be fighting to bring my body to a healthy 170-180lbs. We are going to film and photograph our progress along the way. and place those videos on the blog. Eventually when we reach our goals I'm going to put all the footage together and make a documentary. It will be available on my CornerStone Pictures website. This challenge will for sure keep us motivated, especially when we know that people around the world will be looking at us and tracking our progress.

Stalin and his car

Predit Crotector - My first Movie By CornerStone Pictures

Green Cards And Privileges

I went through a lot of stress in this country to survive hunger and incurring bills that chocked me with problems. The fact I couldn't find a real job left me behind from any privilege this country could offer. I was angry, angry the country, angry at the President, angry at everything and even hated the idea of a Green Card. I was too hurt to care about it. All I wanted was a regular life. My friends who were illegal were going through the same struggle - Money.

I thank God today that I have my Green Card and I can work, but I wish all those friends I love so much could have the same opportunity and blessing I had. I helped a few, and they're hanging on to their jobs but others are now even prostituting to make money. I wonder if this is the kind of country the legislation wants to make, because people are not seeing any other way to get through their lives. The immigration bill is stuck and the ideas are not helping anyone. And seeing a friend selling his body hurts me more than a shot in the head.

Do something America. Give a chance to those who want to make a better life for themselves and improve this nation.

Personal Video Profiles On The Internet

We often see more and more people leaving bios and introductory videos online other than writing them. Nowadays is easier for people to surf through images and videos than to seat still for 5 minutes and read someones' information.

CornerStone Pictures is now offering these kinds of bios and profiles that everyone can use to express themselves online. These videos can range from different types, it's up to you to find out what you wamt to talk about, what you want to present, what is the video about.

YouTube is now the leading website for personal videos and anything people want to share all over the world. We can can have one there too. Why not getting ourselves in the 21 st century market?

This is useful for dating sites like e-harmony, or profile sites like hi5, myspace.com, and even placing links in ads on websites like craigslist.org, adcloud, backpage, and many others.

Check us out, we're ready to work with you. Talk about yourself, talk about anything, talk about your business, talk about an issue and show it.

Being A Photographer

To stop time in a photograph is a beautiful thing, unlike the moving image of a video or film I learn each time I train my camera on an actor, model, dancer, or flower that I am freezing time. It's when you look at an old photo of yourself a in the future and realize that the moment will never happen again. It is often said that a picture is worth a thousand words. That is true. My roommate is able to write seemingly endless words based on a simple family photo, but I think he might not able to recreate that moment in time because there were things that happened before and after the photo was taken. I've seen some of his old, fading family photos, and when we've talked about them, I see a look of nostalgia in his eyes. It's this look that tells the story of his family and those moments that were not discussed. It's a lifetime story.

The work of making someone look good in a photograph or shooting a beautiful flower that may not be there tomorrow remains in the mind of the photographer.

How I wish photography was invented hundreds of years ago. What if the Atlantians had discovered that technology? Perhaps we'd be able to see images from the real Atlantians and Egyptians. If the technology existed back then, the images might have been in the microprocessors 9000 years ago.

As a photographer, I need to look closely at details right under my nose, and those just out reach that only my macro lenses can bring into focus. I will implement this discerning eye in my future filmmaking and creative writing. It's an adventure. There are other worlds to discover in the images of the frames.

The Presence Of God

The Lord revealed to me a new understanding about His presence this morning. Before I tell what he showed me, let me start by last night.

While I was at the altar of the church, I prayed asking God to be with me, like I always I do. I asked for forgiveness for my sins and to make me draw nearer to Him. The prayer didn't last more than maybe 5-7 minutes before I got up. When I got up I immediately heard a voice inside of me (it wasn't my conscience as I know this voice from before) saying, "Wait, where are you going?" I was shocked to hear that not in the air, but inside of me. I've been hearing this soft voice for many years but not as often as now. I might be crazy, or call me a liar, but the voice was there, and I know I'm not a lunatic. I know this voice. I sat down on the altar slowly and frightened at the same time, and responded, "Yes Lord," and listened and responded back to Him as if He was right there because in fact He was there. I felt I wasn't alone.

Now this morning I spoke to Him thanking for another day. Then He spoke and said, 'If there was a god that lived in the wind, in the nature, in the air and oceans, in your heart, then there would be no need for an object or an idol so you can see Him, because He is everywhere around you and at the same time inside of you." Isn't this a great God that you don't have to carry Him with you wherever you go, but He carries you wherever you go.

Then I understood, His presence. People sing songs and pray and many only have the knowledge they're singing to God, but there is a difference when we do it to someone we know and we talk to Someone we are aware of the presence.
I understand now how Moses and Abraham, and even King David felt when they heard his voice.

There are more things I've heard from Him two days straight, that cannot tell in here or anyone, but they're wonderful. He is quiet now, but I know He'll have a whole lot more to say soon.

Costumer Service Jobs - 311

I started a new Job working for the city for 311 and today I was suspended for the day because of an impatient caller who assumed I was not understanding her quite enough to provide the information she needed.

Out of courtesy, and a good 311 operator as I am, (at least I know that) I went ahead and even gave her more information related to her question which she completely ignored by turning to her children asking them loudly to listen to their teachers well to what they ask them, because if they don't they can't provide the right answers.

Now, by being polite, I was put aside for the day because when I called the supervisor for help, I said she was being an ass! I did not say that while she was on the call, she was on hold. I understand that the policy of the company does not allow cursing or any fowl words on the floor. The problem here is that I meant to say dumb or unlearned lady who refuses to understand what I'm trying to tell her, and by asking her probing questions to make sure of what to look for in the system.

I was misunderstood for what I meant, but I understood for what the word really meant in its context in English -- ASS. Now ASS in my country means BURRO, which is not a foul word but an animal -- Donkey. WE call people BURRO when the person refuses to listen and understand you, or she understands nothing at all. ASS to me could be butt, which is foul, but as far as ASS meaning dumb, it totally caught me by surprise.

I learned my lesson for today, and I'll make sure I'll keep that out of my mouth. Luckily, the lady was generous enough to allow me to keep my job, otherwise I would be looking for a new one tonight because of an woman is being an ASS, and now I mean what I say.

For those who call 311 to bitch and moan about anything and any issue, please don't waste your time with us if it's not a big issue and you know you could solve it yourself. We help you with information, we don't fix problems. Screaming and judging the person on the phone who is trying to help you the best he or she can it is not going to help your cause.

311 provides information that is available on our screens nothing more than that and anything beyond what we see can't be done. PERIOD!

Frustrating Online Advertizing

It is so unfair how the owner of craigslist.org does not protect his subscribers who post everyday on his site.

Competitive business owners or automatic freaks on the website do not cease to police the site waiting for someone better than them to flag their ads for instant removal from the various classified categories.

It's becoming so annoying that many people are starting to depart and search for other sites where they will not be subject to being constantly flagged by immature people on the internet. Two alternatives to craigslist are Theadcloud and Backpage, although not as visible and highly trafficked, are much safer to post.

What can Mr. Craig Newmark do now that he's profited from advertisers who pay to post and get flagged? The ones who post for free don't stand a chance against anonymous online attacks and petty jealousies.

A little pop up appears in your e-mail inbox with the warning message: "Your ad has been flagged by Craigslist users, " Your ad has been removed by Craigslist Staff." There have been times where I've posted the same ad thirteen times with no success.

Is it worth the time spent?

Too Far In The Future To Remember

Today, while I waited for a friend to come home for a visit, I looked at the screen of my computer and felt bored. Then just as I always do, I opened my Outlook and started to play with the calender. I clicked on the fast forward buttons and left it there until I felt I was too far in the Future.

I observed the years counting up and imagining the world changing in fast motion, like a time machine. 2015, 2020, 2030, 2050 and when I reached here, I imagined different world and dark. I remembered I would be 76 years old, I probably would not reach that far. I imagined I'd be old and wasted, tired of life while other younger people will enjoy those years. When the world reach the year 2080, they will talk about those who lived in the 20s, 30s, 40s and the 50s, but not of the 20th century, but of the 21st.

I left the button take me up to the year 2115. I had let that go further, I'm sure it would not end. As a photographer, filmmaker and writer, these numbers just seemed to create a vision in my mind and my heart, a vision beyond what I can imagine.

I wrote myself a note on the year 2115. I know I will not be here by that time, but maybe my hard drives will stand the test of time. Will DELL still be there by then?

This is what I wrote on July 28th 2115 at 8AM: "Only God knows where this computer and its hard drive will be when I'm gone before then. Hopefully, CornerStone Pictures still exists.

"Only time will tell how far this can go.

"Written by Jorge Silva, born in 1975 and wrote this in the year 2007."

If the computer still exists by then it will sound an alarm one day before. Maybe I'll hide the hard drive somewhere with lots of secrets in it before I die.

CornerStone Pictures - New Production Company

I'm now in the process of starting a new production company. We're extending our brand to include film shorts, feature films, and documentaries. Our goal is to produce all movie genres that have a meaning and something that will leave the audience thinking.

I will still be available for 35mm and digital photography as a part of my base work, but I've now decided to collaborate with two other production companies: Keneritz Media and Blue Light Films.

If anyone is interested in volunteering on our team and participating in any of our planned projects, feel free to contact us. My business e-mail address is cornerstonepictures@gmail.com.

We're looking for Writers, Directors, Actors and Producers.

Unfair To Others

It's so sad to see how other people suffer at the look of the others.

The biggest pain of the homeless is not living in the street, because, they are still live and are helped once in a while, but the biggest pain is to feel different and rejected by society because you don't smell good and you're dirty. If one is to talk about some one who is homeless than help. That person has no choice. I'm sure he/she would love a hot bath and a wonderful shower and remove the crust of dirt on their bodies. Instead of talking, act upon it.

Last week I began a new job at a French restaurant, and I learned how much food is wasted in the garbage container every single day. I have no money to buy food, I see beggars asking for quarters to get something to eat for that day, and the people still pass by them pretending they don't even exist. I can't take an old man out of my mind that I saw today, a black male around his fifties, dragging his feet and wearing light brown shirt and thin linen pants asking for money. While I was fixing the last table outside the restaurant, I imagine the table 60, the last one, because I'm still memorizing their numbers, I observed him walking. I expected him to return past the restaurant to see if he was lucky. But I don't think he would imagine that in New York the selfish owners of the restaurants would ever let go of already paid food ready to be dumped in the container.

It hurts my heart to see girls and women who order great nutritious and expensive plates and only eat half of it. You wanna eat, not getting fat, then eat, it will be worse if you don't, other wise you'll disappear. Don't order it at all. Buy a snack at the grocery. You're better off. Vegetables do guarantee the same diet you want to do even if you eat any kind of fat and meat and bread. If the veggies are present in the meal, there is no danger of getting fat. But how far does the intelligence of the American people go? With some much reading the newspapers and watching the TV information and read books by famous intellectual wise people who don't know how to take care of their own lives with their own advices, Dr Phil like people, and yet they don't know how to eat and what to eat.

Intelligent people don't throw food away. They'll save to eat it later or give it to some else like some do.

Prophecies do tell that one day the world including the US, will go through times of famine. There will be some much hunger that these "Martians" will suffer and will remember of all the water and food they have destroyed. If they had conserved that food, they would have enough for the rest of their lives.

Perhaps they never were hungry and starved, spending 2 or 3 days with an empty stomach, drinking water and eat a piece of bread if you find one.

When I look at the homeless this is what I feel for them. Pain. I know their pain of seeing others having what they don't have, observing people spending money in useless things at the store and all they ask is for a quarter.

At the end, when they lie on the hard floor, tears run down their eyes and they only dream that one day it will be them who will own the store and have those unfair people buy from them.

May God bless the homeless.

You Get What You Pay For

One simple comment on craigslist posting. It's amazing how people associate sex with anything we have to offer.

It's sold, offered, it's shown, and the competition rises when the disgusting addicts drown the site with crap. It's such a great website for business, but everyone thinks they can offer the same product we have on the same site. The competition? Muscular boys and free sex. Even the girls, all they ask is for a rich man to come and pick her on a white steed. I posted there for a girl who replied, but never responded. I would never marry a woman who is interested in what I have. She'll be lucky if she will finish her first night with me.

What does massage have to do with sex and release? And photography with getting naked doing it? Copycats who copy you texts and pictures. Picture collectors. They want nothing but to expect you to send them a naked picture for their "psycopathic" file of naked boys and girls. Go see a doctor. Too much monkey business and rabbit sex is cooking your mind.

Bad business. People in search of dirty sex and pleasurable things destroy everybody else's businesses. In the end, the "clients" are the ones who get tricked by not getting what they asked for freely, and get even robbed.

"You get what you pay for"

Sentenced to death

I have been thinking when I watch certain movies and read the news of criminals sentenced to death.

I know it is painful to lose someone in our family by the hand of a merciless man, but is it worth the killing, will it bring anyone back?

Sentences to death have been brought forth since the beginning of time. God's people stoned their sinners and blasphemers with stones; later the crucification was invented, a slower death, but even if you were taken away from there, the Tetanus virus would asphyxiate your lungs like poison. Jesus caught this disease when He was crucified. Psalm 22 explains how hard it was for Him to stand in there, hard to breathe, and the thirst it caused, although on that morning was not hot. Jesus commanded His own death after six hours on the cross, but normal people would face the their slow death with pain.

Later the Roman Soldiers would break their legs for them to die faster. Pain would not let them stretch their legs to uplift their bodies to ease the weight caused on their arm and hands. Since they were pierced in the middle of the forehand, what we call today wrist, the nails would rip through the nerve connected to the middle finger of each hand. This nerve is the only nerve of our arms and hands that are connected straight to the brain. This also caused a one hundred percent pain experience until they died. Their hearts would not hold all their pain and would give up on the victims.

After this, for centuries people were burnt alife or even eaten by the lions. Thousands of others even tortured by the catholics priests in the Inquisition of the Roman Empire for the twelve hundred years.

Queen Isabel was tortured to death for being a Christian (non Catholic) for worshiping God and not the "Holy Mother", and they pulled her stomach out through her mouth. They burnt the Queen still alive after this.

After these, they brought forth the beheading. Instantaneous death, like our Apostle Paul faced. Did these beheaded people feel their heads being cut off? Scientists say that when people were beheaded, their conscious minds were still awoken for at least ten seconds. What did they feel seeing eyes rolling on the floor out of control. Some times I try to imagine.

Those who were hanged by the neck had shorter life span though. The weight of their body breaks the cervical chord causing their throat to rip. I can't imagine what they feel in the moment they are pushed down the horse or hung on a tree, or even on a floor that opens with a lever beneath their feet that is pushed at the ticking clock of the observers. Does the victim hold the breath, does he close his eyes? Does he pray, or cry for a few seconds? What to they feel? What do we gain after all? Safety? Are we really safe? Our American young people people are dying in the deserts of Iraq, and we are still threatened and bombed, and more and more poor people are sleeping in the streets because their bosses are some racist freaks. People are labeled and are judged by what they look.

What and who are the true criminals? The ones in jail or the ones who commit injustice against others every day? Some convicted people are in jail for trying to help their families, trying to change their situation, and often they are even innocent. We are guilty until proven, yes, but they're still in there. In the meantime people outside are still struggling to have a living while companies and bosses take advantage of everyone.

Does NASA need to make human test in Mars with a probe? Take these freaks' money, build a spaceship for them and send them there so they can die "IN PEACE". May the Martians rest their souls.

And now the death penalty has become more technological and less painful. The victim lays on a comfortable bed, he is injected with a poisonous liquid and falls asleep. He never wakes up again. A hand clap for everybody, now the family's victim got their relative back from the dead, right?

Again, sometimes the criminals laugh when they know they are going to "sleep", sometimes they look sad because they know they will never wake up. Do they feel afraid, fear, or wondering?

I'm not on anybody's side if you want my opinion, I'm just wondering.